theyearsgofast asked: You should totally hook me up with some ketamine and let's hang out!!! I've been trying to find some for forever and can't get my hands on any!
Haha my connects down in Champaign. I haven’t had any in about 3 weeks or so and I don’t have the number anymore so I doubt I’ll come across any in the next 6months, actually on Saturday I’m hoping to score some.
Drug dealer quote of the day.
“Man what happened to the country time lemonade you were supposed to bring me?!”
I guess even Heroin dealers get thirsty too.
As soon as I snort that bag I lay my head back against the headrest.
My body tingles as I inhale my Newport 100. My mind relaxes as I exhale that first drag.
I’m living a lie. I’m cheating life.
Reality isn’t as it appears.
Happiness should not come in tin foil. It shouldn’t be bought in the worst part of chicago.
Happiness should come from within, it should come from friends and memories.
So why is my happiness located two blocks off 290?
This lifestyle I chose I wish on nobody. I would not wish this illness on Hitler, nor Osama.
It will be a long time until that pretty brunette girl with the thrift store shirt and ripped leggings asks me if I’m okay. She will smile at me and maybe, just maybe It’ll all turn around.
My parents always told me that they will be happy if I’m happy.
My parents made it pretty clear that I don’t make them happy.
My parents made it pretty clear that I have to find my own happiness.
Well why should I find my own happiness when I have a bottle of tylenol.
If I would be happy being dead, why is that not acceptable?
Suicide is considered such a terrible thing and it has a strong social stigma, yet I see it as a way out. I see it as a way to maybe start over, to be that star pupil at Northwestern, to have made it as the football captain, to give my parents the son that they always deserved.